Rnadom Blog

Okay so things are starting to wire down and all I can think about is what am I going to do with myself.  I am glad that I'm graduating high school soon, but at the same time I feel like nothing is happening. This seniorities is really hitting me and I'm starting to get lazy especially with the college process. Some of ya may know that I really want to go to New Paltz and I haven't heard form them back yet and I'm starting to lose hope. Is like I'm trying not to think about it too much and kind of go with the flow but it just on my mind a lot. I am trying my hardest to stay positive but Im nervous. Also i just received my finiacial aid package to Cazenovia and it was the worst package. I mean this think that im going to pay 10.000 dollars out my pocket they bugging out. That school is not even all that to be paying that much money. I just hope that whatever school i  go to they give a good ass finicail aid package because i'm trying to pay as little as possible. Besides all the thinking and over stressing I am still excited about prom and graduation. I just can't wait to be done even tho the work never stops because right when i'm finished with school I have to back to school but its going to be way different.  

Anyways I guess thats all I have to talk about right now and I see ya later